Restlessness

Not sure if i have the same entry title before but this is what i am feeling at the moment.

Restlessness. Very restless in fact.

It's just pure emptiness inside. I don't know what i am doing or what i should be doing at this moment. I have stuff that requires my attention but i'm just kinda 'empty' to do it at the moment.

I don't know what is happening to my brain.

Is that mood swing? Or hormones imbalance? or ..... something..??

I'm kinda like floating... and heading nowhere.

Does everybody feel what i am feeling occasionally? I mean, i consider myself pretty normal. So it is normal for normal people to feel like this, right?

The wondering can go on and on and on..

So what happens next?

Something's on my mind for the past couple of days. Thinking and wondering...

All those thinking and wondering is not gonna get me anywhere without actions.

But then, it's all so confusing and empty and not-wanting to know what to do or make the decisions.

I admire those people who can make life changing decisions. They are just so brave. This morning, one of my friends said the same thing to me. Well, she doesn't know me well enough. It was a big decision for me at first.

As time passes, i don't even think of it as a big decision anymore, not to say life changing. It is simply just a step i have to take for myself. My future. But what is in my future?

If only i can just be more open to certain things. I wish a very simple thing : to do something that gives me satisfaction. From the look of it, it seems pretty easy. For me, it's hard. It's so difficult that for years, i've not achieve this simple little wish. Not even close. Is that wishful thinking??

The saying always goes that friends will help you. But in life, they don't. They are too selfish to even care, needless to say, help. Sad isn't it? Friends that i once thought 'friends' are actually not. They just wanna satisfy their own curiosity and start gossips. What is it about gossiping that people like so much? And rumours too. They like to spread rumours, turning their own opinions into something that they think is correct and spread it. I hope they go to hell. I really do. It's all the karma they deserve for ruining others' life when it's not even in their business to poke their nose into. I hate people asking me what i am doing and where i am. They don't care. They just want to know so they can share it with their other gossip friends so they can start making new stories.

People who don't ask are the ones that actually respect the privacy. If i want them to know, i would have told them myself instead of them asking me the same question, time to time, over and over again. I mean, what is the point for them to know? Why do they keep asking? Do they really care? I doubt. So why do they keep asking? They don't get it when i diverted the topic. They would just repeatedly ask the same question. Like a broken record. Get a life. Really.

Now i feel better... :-D

Imagination

Sometimes, i hope i can get out of this body and goes into other's so i can have a taste of their life. It's not about the rich and wealthy.

When i was younger, i hope to exchange a day of my life with my dad, just to experience what he's gone thru the day, what he was thinking or worrying... . Then, i can know how hard my dad's life is. But of course, magical stuff like exchanging body don't exist.

Life is really so real and unchangable that i hope mine can be like Bella's. To experience something different. It's so surreal. Unreachable.

Witches, vampires, werewolves, pixies.. how i wish i can experience those moments for a while. Something out of this reality. Just to let my mind escape this world for a while. To experience undying love, flying through the sky or leaping into the air. And even, immortality.

Am i crazy?

I do hope i am, so i can rid myself of this world.

Perhaps i've watch too much movies lately. A bit too much...

Wow~!

WOW~!! Time does pass real fast, man.

With a blink of an eye, it's into the 3rd month of the year~!! But to me, it still feels like the beginning. In fact, we are entering into the 2nd quarter of the year~! My goodness, how fast time has come to pass...

Let's looked back on what happened. mmm...

Well, few of my buddies got married and i din get to share their happy moments with them. I didn't attend their dinner coz i wasn't in town. Well, Alan and Isa, u know u got my blessings.

To Alan : Bratha, be super good to Isa, man. She's put her whole's life happiness in your hands now, and you are the man to give her that. Make her happy at all times.

To Isa : Congratulations~! You must have got a bunch of tricks up ur sleeves coz u manage to tame Al-mighty Alan. lol..

Happy belated Valentine's day to you both too~. XD... yeah, i know that's kinda lame, but the Valentine just happened to cross my mind bah~! haha

To my other friends, congratulations on ur wedding~ End.

So Chinese New Year had come and passed like a split second. So what did i do then?

Well, i managed to meet a couple of close friends and stomach some beer on the day i touched down. :-P

Managed to meet some long time schoolmates during a gathering and pour a tiny winy bit of alcohol down my thirsty throat. LOL..

Sang Karaoke with my Bibi and her close friends > Anderuu~ + i forgot her name. XD

Then, waited and waited and finally met my nephew~! Lucky he didn't forget i'm his aunt. haha.. He still clinged to me a bit. Hopefully, next time i go back, he still clings to me like now and won't look at me like i'm some alien from outer space.

Oh~ home sweet home. The bed is so soft and comfortable. Once i lay on it, i do not wish to be apart with it. Every morning, i woke up feeling so good, coz i was at home~! Wee~!!!!

Because certain things need to be done, those important things in life tat one cannot take shortcut, i have to venture again to find my path.

The holiday seemed so short yet sweet. Home sweet home. I shall return to you soon~!


Random thoughts from my head when i'm typing.. no particular topics in mind. No special news or things to share. Just my crappy thoughts.

Well, well. tata

Retards...

It is my habit to wrap a scarf around myself whenever i'm in the office nowadays.

Why is that so??

Well, many thanks to the super good air-conditioners that our new office have now.

Although sometimes it is set to 22deg celcius at normal fan, i still find it cold.

Today, i set it to 22 low fan. Of course, i still find it cold.

Okay, so i like to wrap myself in the scarf. I did say 'wrap', not fashionably hang it on my neck like a fashion accessory. I suppose that actually conveys the message that i'm cold, correct?

So i was in the washroom the other day and one of my colleagues was there washing her hands.

"Sejuk kah?"

Kinda taken back by her sudden question, while feeling irritated that she asked it in such a way.

Again, "Betul sejuk kah?"

Me "Ya, the air-cond setting very high at my side"

Inside, i was like 'wtf?!?!?'.

How stupid to ask such question~!!! Isn't tat obvious?

Of course i feel cold then i wrap a scarf lar~.

I mean, if i wanna do it the fashionista way, i would change scarf every day to match my clothes and i also won't wrap it around myself like i'm a muslim who is forbidden to show her skin.

That was really a fucking retarded question. Not to mention she repeat it again when i didn't answer her in the first place.

Wear scarf very weird meh?????

It indicated something like >> Do you really need to wear a scarf to that extend?

Plus, the way i wear the scarf around me already indicated i'm cold. So, does she really need to ask that question?? Can't i feel cold and wrap a scarf????

I felt like asking her back "Are you ugly?"

She kinda make it like sounded like only people who truly feel cold can wear scarf or something.

So it made prefect sense to ask her back 'Are you ugly?' since she put on tons of make-up.

Then, it will similarly indicates that only ugly people can use make-up.

'Are you really ugly?'

It's technically synonymous to 'are you really that cold til you need to wear a scarf?'

I wonder what she would feel if i asked her that.


Retards..

*roll eyes*


I like to wear a scarf instead of a jacket coz i think it makes the wearer look more sophisticated. Plus, jackets need tremendous big movements to wear and take them off. Scarf just makes one look so lady and well-breed.

Even wrapping a scarf can lead to being asked stupid questions like that. It's simply a personal prefence of one's attire. Something like personal thing/issue. So does it need to get other's approval and acceptance?? Can you imagine how i survive in an environment like this for 4 years??

My goodness...

I feel so blessed that i can finally leave this place.

Almost everyone here is just so irritatingly annoying, busybody and pretentious.

Interesting Songs

I was reading Yahoo!News like i usually do every morning when i found out something that appeal kinda entertaining to me. :-D

It's about Eminem, Mariah Carey and her hubby. Well, i didn't know Mariah and Eminem had some kind of relationship back then. Apparently, he hasn't gotten over her, or perhaps he find it a good selling point to include Mariah and their story in his song, whatever. Then WHOALA, a string of events followed. lol

Here's what i read >> OMG~!

I went on to check out the Eminem's 'The Warning's lyric, Mariah Carey's 'Obsessed' and Eminem's 1st song about Mariah, 'Bagpipes of Baghdad'

Actually, i have Obsessed about a month ago, but it was just another song to me. I never listen to the lyrics up til today. Well, i never listen to any song's lyrics at all. lol.


Here's Eminem's first song: Bagpipes from Baghdad

Oh! It's music to my ears, Oh man!
How can I describe, the way I feel?
Fuckin great man! Okay, let me see...
How could I begin...

(Verse 1)
Locked in Mariah's wine cellar all I had for lunch,
Was red wine, more red wine, and captain crunch,
Red wine for breakfast and for brunch,
And to soak it up and in between snack, crackers to munch,
Mariah, what's ever happened to us, why did we have to break up,
All I asked for was a glass of punch,
You see, I never really ask for much,
I can't imagine what's going through your mind after such,
A nasty breakup with that Laftin Hunkler,
Weisman Gale, Nick Cannon better back the fuck up,
I'm not playin, I want her back you punk,
This is Hello Kitty bedspread satin funk,
Mixed with egyptian, with a little rappin pump,
Zappin Eric Clapton, (Shaft?), Frank Zappa crunk,
And yeah baby, I want another crack at ya,
You can beat me with any spatula thatcha want,
I mean I really want you bad you cunt,
Nick you had your fun,
I've come to kick you in your sack of junk,
Man I could use a fresh batch of blood,
So prepare your vernacular for dracula acupunc-ture

(Chorus)
Bagpipes from Baghdad
When will it ever cease, for Pete's sake he's crazy, to say the least
Bagpipes from Baghdad
What's going through my mind half the time, when I rhyme, while blowing on my
Bagpipes from Baghdad
Sombody turn the vacancy sign on, 'cause I'm gone, blowing on my
Bagpipes from Baghdad
I run the streets and act like a madman, holding a glad-,

(Verse 2)
You can be a permanent fixture,
In my lyrical mixture,
I'm the miracle whit trixter,
My sig-nature sound, when the tube of lipstick's around,
I'm bound to put on in an instant, wow
Man what an ensemble, what an assortment of pharma-
Ceuticals, it's beautiful, pill dust in my palm, my
Cuticles get residue just from touching the bottle,
Never knew I could remind me so much of my mama,
I'll cut you like Dahmer, pull a butcher knife on ya,
The size of a sword boy, I'm like a fucken Red Sonia,
Get it stuck in your cornea,
Nice knowin ya Norman,
You're so fuckin' annoyin,
Drop the shovel boy, you don't know what the fuck ya doin',
I ain't playin' no fuckin' more,
Nick Cannon you prick, I wish you luck with the fuckin whore,
Every minute there's a sucker born,
Snuck up on Malachai and made the motherfucker suck on a shuck of corn,
Shuck of, shuck of corn, shuck of corn,
Hit Jason in the face with a hockey puck and told him it's fucken on,
What the fuck are you doin',
You're runnin' over the snow blower,
With the lawnmower, blow on your
Bagpipes from Baghdad

(Chorus)
Bagpipes from Baghdad
When will it ever cease, for Pete's sake he's crazy, to say the least
Bagpipes from Baghdad
What's going through my mind half the time, when I rhyme, while blowing on my,
Bagpipes from Baghdad
Sombody turn the vacancy sign on, 'cause I'm gone, blowing on my,
Bagpipes from Baghdad
I run the streets and act like a madman, holding a gladbag,

(Verse 3)
In the bed with two braindead lesbian vegetables,
I bet you they become heterosexual,
Nothing will stop me from molesting you,
Tittyfucking you til your breastnipple
Flesh, tickles my testicles,
Is what they said to the two conjoined twins,
How's it going girlfriends, you need a boyfriend,
You need some ointment, just make an appointment,
Who's gonna see the doctor first, we'll do a coin flip
I just got my one year sobriety coin chip,
When the bad get going, how bad does the going get
Baby you shouldn't have any trouble rubbing groins wit
Each other, especially when you're joined at the hip,
I'm going to get the needle, new thread from the sewing kit,
An attempt to seperate em and stitch em back at the loin shit,
Lured the little boy with the chocolate chips ahoy chip
Cookie, lookie even took me a polaroid, bitch

(Chorus)
Bagpipes from Baghdad
When will it ever cease, for Pete's sake he's crazy, to say the least
Bagpipes from Baghdad
What's going through my mind half the time, when I rhyme, while blowing on my,
Bagpipes from Baghdad
Sombody turn the vacancy sign on, 'cause I'm gone, blowing on my,
Bagpipes from Baghdad
I run the streets and act like a madman, holding a gladbag, uh
Bagpipes from Baghdad


Well, Mariah's hubby, Nick, was kinda pissed off when he knew the song involved his wife so he wrote an entry on his official blog... o.O

I've checked out the blog, but apparently he removed that particular entry, probably to prevent further damage and stop all the unnecessary spotlight on this issue.

But it can be partially captured here. Access Hollywood

The hubby part was not that interesting, honestly. I was attracted by the songs that Eminem and Mariah sing to each other.

Check out the lyrics of Mariah's Song : Obsessed (Confession of an Imperfect Angel)

So oh oh oh oh
So oh oh oh oh

Will the real MC please, step to the mike?

So oh oh oh oh
So oh oh oh oh
So oh oh oh oh
So oh oh oh oh

All up in the blogs
Saying we met at the bar
When I don't even know who you are
Saying we up in your house
Saying I'm up in your car
But you in LA and I'm out at Jermaine's.
I'm up in the A
You so so lame
And no one here even mentions your name
It must be the weed. It must be the E
Cause you be popping hood
You get it popping, Oh

Why you so obsessed with me (Boy I wanna know)
Lying that you're sexing me (when everybody knows)
It's clear that you're upset with me
Finally found a girl that you couldn't impress
Last man on the earth still couldn't hit this
You're delusional, you're delusional
Boy you're losing your mind
It's confusing yo, you're confused you know
Why you wasting your time
Got you all fired up with your Napoleon complex
Seeing right through you like you're bathing in Windex
Boy why you so obsessed with me?
Mariah Carey Obsessed lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/mariah-carey-obsessed-lyrics.html

You on your job
You hating hard
Ain't gon' feed you
I'm gonna let you starve
Gasping for air
I'm ventilation
You out of breath
Hope you ain't waiting
Telling the world how much you miss me
But we never were
So why you trippin'
You a mom and pop
I'm a corporation
I'm the press conference
And you a conversation

Why you so obsessed with me (Boy I wanna know)
Lying that you're sexing me (when everybody knows)
It's clear that you're upset with me
Finally found a girl that you couldn't impress
Last man on the earth still couldn't hit this
You're delusional, you're delusional
Boy you're losing your mind
It's confusing yo, you're confused you know
Why you wasting your time
Got you all fired up with your Napoleon complex
Seeing right through you like you're bathing in Windex
Boy why you so obsessed with me?

Why you so obsessed with me
Lying that you're sexing me
It's clear that you're upset with me
Finally found a girl that you couldn't impress
Last man on the earth still couldn't hit this
You're delusional, you're delusional
Boy you're losing your mind
It's confusing yo, you're confused you know
Why you wasting your time
Got you all fired up with y our napoleon complex
Seeing right through you like you're bathing in windex
Boy why you so obsessed with me?


In respond, Eminem released another new song for her. Wow.. I like this relationship-hate-song battle. LOL

Eminem's : The Warning

Only reason i disssed you in the first place
was because you denied seeing me now im pissed off
sit back homie relax in fact grab a 6 pack
kick back while i kick facts
yah dre sick track
perfect way to get back
wanna hear some wick wack
i got the same exact tat thats on nicks back
im obsessed now
oh g that supposed to be me in the video with the goatee
wow mariah i didnt expect you to go balls out
bitch shut the fuck up before i put all them phone calls out
you made at my house while you were wildin out
before nick when yous was on my dick ill give you something to smile about
how many times did you fly to my house
still trying to count you better shut your lying mouth if you dont want nick finding out
you probably think cuz since its been so long if i had something on you i woulda done it by now
on the contrary mary poppins im mixing a studio session down and sending it in to mastering to make it loud
enough dirt on you to murder you
this is what the fuck i do
mariaaahh did it ever occur to you that i still have pictures
however you prefer to do and that goes for nick too faggot you think im scurred of you
you gonna ruin my career you better get one
like im gonna sit and fight with you over some slut bitch cunt
that made me put up with her pscyho ass over 6 months
and only spread her legs to let me hit once
yeah what you gonna say im lucky tell the public that i was so ugly
that you fucking had to be drunk to fuck me
second base what the fuck you tell nick pumpkin
second week we were dry humpin that has to count for somethin
listen girlie surely you dont want me to talk about how i nutted early
cuz i ejaculated prematurely and bust all over your belly
and you almost started hurlin and said i was gross go get a towel
your stomachs curling or maybe you do
but if im embarassing me im embarassing you
and dont you dare say it isnt true
as long as that songs getting airplay im dissin you
im a hair away from getting carried away and gettin sued
i was gonna stop at 16 that was 32 this is 34 bars
we aint even a third of the way through
damn slim mariah played you
mariah who
oh did i say whore nick i meant a liar tooo
like i been goin off on you all this time for no reason
girl you out of your alcholic mind girl
check you wine cellar look at the ammounts of all the wine
like i fucking sit around and think about you all the time
i just think this shit is funny when i count you on a rhyme
but fuck it now im about to draw the line
and for you thats a mountain i doubt you would want to climb
i can describe areas of your house you wouldnt find
on an episode of cribs
a blow below the ribs
if i hear another word
so dont be openin your jibs
cuz everytime you do its like an overload of fibs
i aint saying this shit again ho you know what it is

its a warning shot
before i blow up your whole spot

call my bluff in ill release every fucking thing i got
including the voice mails right before you flipped your top
when me and Luiz were trying to stick 2 cds in the same slot

??MARiAH CAREY??

i Love you too
let me whisper sweet nothings into your ear boo
now what you say
?MARiAH? its nothing
yeah so what ill do
is refresh your memory
when you said
?MARiAH? i want you
now should i keep going
or should i call truce
?MARiAH? you think you cute right
you bet your sweet ass i do
?MARiAH? im mary poppins b
and im super man uhm
?MARiAH? Mary P
slim shaddyy
comin at you

so if you still be my
?Mariah? baby girl
than ill still be your
?Mariah? super hero

?Mariah? where my em
yeah right here

?Mariah? you like this
nope not any more dear

it cuts like a knife
when i tell you
get a life
but im moving on with mine
nick is that your wife
well tell her to shut her mouth
and ill leave her alone

if she dont siNG THiS SCRiPT
than ill keep going

?Mariah?
its actually mary ann
mary ann is saying cut the tape
cut the tape
knife
?Mariah?


The lyrics, is like; First, Eminem telling Mariah that he's still thinking of her bla bla bla. Then, Mariah, in respond, was like telling Eminem to get over her, stop acting immaturely and it would be over her dead body if she is gonna go back to him (i add that part myself. haha). Eminem, hearing her words, got angry and lashed back.

Now, isn't this interesting. It's like a series of songs from celebrities' real life . If they continue on, they can work together and released a compilation album of both their songs > Our story. Love, anger and hatred. lol


Now, we shall wait and see what Mariah and Nick will come up next. XD

We are all human

It has been sometime since my last entry. Ya, i know. It's more than half a year ago. I know that, but i'm just too lazy to write something.

The purpose of blogging is to share my thoughts when i have time for it. And i don't have much time since last year. Sometimes, i do, but i dunno what to write. My mind is just a piece of emptiness nowadays. I loose the enthusiasm to blog everything. I used to have zillions of stuff on my mind to blog about, but now, i don't feel like writing anything at all.

Today, i feel like sharing. Lately, something happened. Something totally unexpected, and it caught me off-guard. It hurt my feelings too. Usually when i write something like this, that's when i found out something about what my friend did.

I'm a person who talk very straight-forward. I don't like to be pretentious, coz i don't like putting on a mask. When i don't like someone, i will intentionally say or do something to hint that person to back-off or get his face out of my life. It's usually accomplished with very arrogant answers to their questions or comments to their statement. The purpose is to let that person feels that i'm nobbish and to cut the conversation short. I don't want to pretend to like the person when i'm not or acted like i'm keen to continue the conversation or talk about my life or listen to his life. Only people who are close enough with me know me well.

Yet, sometimes, it doesn't seemed to be that way.

Human are, in nature, pretentious. Probably it's a natural thing to do. To protect themselves, i guess. I do it too, sometimes. But doing it everyday, to someone whom you talk to and see almost everyday?? No, i don't. I know someone who does. She did it so gracefully and innocently, i didn't know when she actually started to dislike me so much. Everything i did, could be a conversation topic of how i mistreated her.

It's been more than 2 months since i knew it and i still couldn't get over it. A very close friend of 3 years.

The last time i knew a friend backstabbed me, i had a sleepness nite. I thought we were close. All along, i was the only one who thought that way. I had never said a bad thing about him or thought anything bad about him before. Now, everytime he complains about someone to me, my mind goes to the scenes where he pretended to be nice to them and how he did the same thing to me. Sick...

This time, i didn't have sleepless nite but my mind was in chaos for the first few days. The more details i know, the more eerie she seems to me. Very very 恐怖... I wish to write in details about everything that she did, but i'm not doing it. I believe in karma. At times, i wish to confront her. Even up til now, i have that notion occasionally. We were so close... If i said anything that hurt her feelings, she should have told me. I talk very honestly. I do. At times, it really hurt ppl's feeling but I don't do it purposely. We were so close, she knew i wasn't doing it deliberately. I was just talking...

I guess i was wrong. I was being naive. I thought we were sisters. In fact, i'm the only one being stupid. I could endure all her stupidity and never told her she's stupid. I never told her she's brainless when she did something that brought consequences to others. I just thought maybe she's not mature enough, with the fact that she's older than me and had worked in city for a few years. Ppl who worked in cities grow up and think maturely, rite? I assumed she didn't.


There are a lot of small things that accumulated which makes her dislike me so much, but i never even complain of what she did coz i thought we were friends. Stuff like these, she's been putting it in her mind and counting everytime she thinks i make her sad or hurt her. A lot of things she said was so twisted, i was shocked to know it. I was dumb-founded. A person who i thought that is so close to me is doing all these. She didn't know i knew what she has done. I've stopped talking to her, but things just got worst. Honestly, i wish to forgive her but things don't stop as we wished.

Now, i have to PRETEND i don't know all those stuff that she did to hurt me.

I'm the pretentious queen now...but she will always get the crown.

Esther Mama : Jasmine's Birthday 20.09.08

The day started with good weather...

Wow... i'm doing weather reporting... lol


Okay, let's skip to the purpose of this post.


Jasmine, a mummy-to-be, was celebrating her XXX birthday. Well, i can't tell you how old she is. Woman's age is a secret.. haha...

We usually call jasmine and her hubby, heng > Esther papa and Esther mama.

The doc said they are expecting a baby girl, and they name their god gifted baby, Esther.

Last week, Esther papa told us to celebrate birthday for Esther mama on his behalf because he would be away for business and would not be in town for the weekend. So, we gathered our close group of friends and planned a birthday card, a present and a gathering for her birthday. Esther papa was worried of his absence coz Esther mama would be celebrating her birthday with a different role this year, as his beloved wife and a new-mummy-to-be.

After asking mama, we agreed to celebrate at Seahorse. A nice place with some open space for celebration and servings of beers around. Not a formal place and everyone can just go crazy there, which we did. lol...

I had dinner at the new Indian cuisine restaurant in town so was a bit late.
I reached the place around 9pm, practically the last one to arrived.


Woala~!!! Papa was there~!!

I guess papa knew he couldn't missed out this big celebration and decided to stay back~.

When i sat down, of course, automatically, beer were served, poured by Esther papa. Esther papa ask Bibi (Helen) if she can drink and she said "可以啊". Papa went "woooo..."

Bibi prepared the hand-made birthday card. She didn't want us to pass the card around. She said she felt embarrassed to show the card, so only Esther mama can read it, but i didn't care. I have to look at it.. hahahaah




I asked annie to sneak the card around the table so she wouldn't get her hands on it and everyone can have a look.. hahaha... She keep screaming when each of us got a turn to look at the card. lol.

Then, annie proceed to get the present to Esther mama.

Wow.. by this time, i have had like 2 and half can of beers and was feeling warm.

Out of nowhere the cake was presented, and old man Jooping started to sing birthday song, leading the group.

Annie helping to lid the candles.



When the cake was out, someone exclaimed "How come so many candles?". I can't stop myself but broke into laughter. Everyone was getting warm and chatty then.



Mama very pity coz bibi keep asking her to post with the knife..

"Cannot. Have to make wish first"



"Cannot. Cannot see the knife"



"Cannot. Not like this."



Finally. lol...



This section of the table a bit serious..



Patrick said "Ming, bring up your glass"

Ming said "No no, Dun want liao"



Our glasses were never empty....




Esther papa relaxing....





Papa said to Bibi "Not pretty le. You didn't drink. This is the first time i pour drinks for you oh."





Esther mama on the way to washroom, so we stopped her for a photoshot.



One conclusion.. Damn laoya cameraman. Must be cheap skate jooping.. lol



One of the clearest photo of the nite.



Woo.... so nice. Bibi was flushing all over. I'm about to have world map on me as well.



This is definitely one of the best photos i have with him.

After that, we continued to keep 'Bottom's Up' coz of bibi...

She was so high, when she topped her glass on mine, the beer bubbles in my glass shot up.. lol.

Bibi keep saying "ah han is waiting for me."

In the end, everyone said "Tell ah han no need bath liao. No point to take bath liao". lol

Then, she keep calling 'Bottom's up',but i can't drink mine coz of the bubbles. In the end, she used the spoon to scoop the bubbles away so i have to drink with her. lol

She was suppose to go back at 10pm, but i persuaded her to stay until 10.30. Then it was 11.00pm. Then, we headed for RexBox. ahhahahaa...


We were lucky we did. We were all so high up above the clouds and happy that we forgot there were other tables around us. We laughed and talked so loud. OMG.

Each time we exploded into laughter, tables around us were sure gonna looked at us. Ni said bibi and i was the loudest.. hahah.... so embarassing, he said. lol.

So off we were to rexbox.

Bibi didn't want to go rexbox, but i raced her to her car and got in her car anyway.. hahaha




Esther papa and mama so loving...



Look at papa... woo....





Dunno wat is this old man doing.




It's difficult to predict wat is this da oldman doing. Dancing??? lol..

Nobody seemed to understand wat he was doing, so he go drink himself again. hahaa



Jooping is one the best guy to hang out with. First, is because he looks like a mouse. hahaha..Secondly, is because he's really full of crap and he's such a drinking buddy.



Enjoying... The nite was really hilarious and fun.

Esther mama said there were basically 3 groups that nite. The singing group, the Hiding group and the searching group. lol

I hid so many ppl's stuff that nite~!

First, i hide Ah ming's hp and car keys. Then, his phone rang, so i gave him back his hp but still kept his keys.

Then, i practically robbed Mika of his mobile from his pocket. lol

Helen didn't know when her keys was missing. haha..




Ah ming was looking for his keys and he was searching it in her bag right infront of her~! And while he didn't find his keys, he took helen's key and she didn't even realised it. Right infront of her face~!! hahaha...

Then, Papa took Annie's super big bag. She was so drowned in Mika's love, she didn't even see her bag anymore.. hahaha...

Then, i hid her handphone as well. haha...

We were all so high and happy, everyone just keep laughing their heads off.


I didn't realise i drank again.. lol



I thought i told myself to stop drinking in rexbox. lol..


Look at Patrick.... wow... he's so focus in his singing....




We really don't understand what was this oldman doing...



I went totally crazy and bit on oldman's arm. I have to see how it looks today.. hahahaah

I'm sure he got bruises... lol .. lots of them.

Pity Jooping. I'll remind myself to keep my teeth incheck next time. My goodness.

Really... pity him...


Last photo.



Loving couple. This should be the way for every couple~!

They are really my idols.

I don't really attend a lot of wedding, nor do i have a lot of friends who were pregnant, but Jasmine and Heng were really awesome.

They went to Island with us right after their wedding dinner and got so wasted until papa cannot even walk properly.lol..

Now, almost 9 months pregnant, jaz can still hangout with us until 2am in the morning~!!! Walao eh.

I SALUTE you, jaz. Way to go~!!

This is something really momerable. 18 yrs from now, Esther will be so proud she has such a sporting mummy and daddy ~!